so today i went to the advisor...

yes, this morning bright and early i went to the advisor's office to chit-chat about the future. i struggle a lot with what i'm going to do with my life. every time i go in there, i wish i would come out with knowing exactly what i'm going to do when i grow up...like they can tell the future or something. no, it doesn't work like that and i am no further ahead in figuring that out than when i walked in. here are a few of the highlights of the meeting:
1.) we talked about graduating on time-- yay! my classes next year will be classes i actually want to take. health comm, interpersonal, and spanish classes...good stuff.
2.) jobs- ick. i hate talking about jobs. she told me i need to get a suit over the summer and practice my interviewing. to be honest, when i think of a job that would fit me perfectly, there are no suits involved.
3.) internships- do i want one? i told her only if it's doing something i'm passionate about. i guess we'll see how that one turns out.
4.) spanish-- oh, i love spanish! jobs on the west side of the state...where i would ideally live if i stay around this place.
5.) grad school! yes or no? this seemed like the most appealing option i have. i would love to go and get a masters in health communication. it's in conjunction with the college of human medicine, and right up my ally! i am contemplating a trip to california to check out their graduate schools right after school gets out-- if finances allow it.
that's about it in news about the future.

today, God is teaching me about worry and anxiety.

cast all your fears on him because he cares for you.
so simple. yet so hard.
i'm constantly casting because he cares deeply about my soul. the constant choice to give it up to him. resting in the fact that he has his arms around me.

he is also teaching me what forgiveness means. still working on that. we'll save that for tomorrow.