sweet summertime

this week is the first time it has actually felt like summer!
my sister and i played tennis and went for a run. carolynn and i went to get ice cream. i've sat on the deck and read a book. last night we had a thunderstorm. i went for a run in the humidity. i watched a movie with my family. in the midst of all this good, i've been feeling discontent. just feeling like my life is not what i want it to be. but then i think, "what do i want it to be?" and i don't know the answer to that.