i want to have peace.

i've been in this really weird funk lately.
i don't really know what's wrong.
i am just sick of everything and everyone around me, yet being alone doesn't seem to suffice either.
i'm sick of school, work, friends, my apartment, and sometimes i almost feel like i'm sick of christianity.
i'm sick of working hard to be something, when i just want to relax and simply be.
there's always something more to be done.

i am not at peace.

i am not still.

i'm just not resting right now, and i so badly want to be.

i am tired.